Wednesday, October 17th, 2007
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9:16 am
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The fire alarm went off at 4:30 this morning .. I went to bed last night at around 12 but didnt fall asleep untill way past 1 because I can hear everything that goes on. Some one was having a fight over the telephone cause I could hear shouting then silence then more shouting. This morning I woke up cause my roommate was pounding on the door, come back from some guys room .. again. I was supposed to be in class at 8. Its an important class too, the teacher is going over all this math stuff. Im really bad at math. shitshitshit.
Why didnt I hear my alarm?
current mood:  distressed
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Saturday, October 6th, 2007
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1:02 pm - Where's the air?
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I really really love having a laptop. I cant stop loading my CDs on and then putting the songs onto my iPod. How did I ever live with out these things? And doing homework is sooo easy now. Not that Ive done any, but once I buckle down and start things off today, its going to be a breeze.
Ive applied to Grand and Toy because its super close. I dont think Id mind working there, but working at a clothing store would be much better. I was going to apply to Reitmans because they are also hiring but when I went in they wanted me to fill out an application. It asked me all the things Ive got written in my resume and I really dont feel like rewriting it all. Couldnt they just read my resume? This is a really bad way to think and it makes me feel so lazy but I cant help it. Maybe I will buckle down and fill it out.
Jon is in town again. I all ways feel so giddy when I know hes in Ottawa. The second I found out that he was here I messaged him on facebook asking if I could see him. Looking back it makes me feel sort of desperate, but in a way I am. I know Im not over him and Ive got to talk to him about it because its driving me nuts. It would be really nice just to know if there is a possibility of anything happening between us when he moves back. I think Ive said it a billion times but hes moving back in November and I totally consider that to be a birthday present. Im not sure when I'll see him but in any case, I am so excited.
current mood:  good
current music: Carbon Monoxide - Cake
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Thursday, October 4th, 2007
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5:48 pm - EeeK!
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Guess who finally has a lap top?!
Im really sorry for not being more attentive to livejournal but Ive been soo busy. But I am going to be such a computer junky now, so beware of lj/facebook stalking.
=D
current mood: ecstatic
current music: 911 For Peace - Anti-Flag
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Saturday, September 1st, 2007
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7:57 am - dance your cares away CLAP!CLAP!
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Just caught the end of Fraggel Rock. <<<3
I totally forgot that the dog's name was sprocket. Jillian, you know what Im talking about!
current mood: ecstatic
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6:43 am
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Okay, I am trying, really trying to get back into livejournal(totally started to type facebook .. this is baaaaaaad).
I would like to make crazy Gonk posts about everything. I dont keep any other sort of journal and I would like some sort of record of my times in residence. I move in about four hours. I am up this early because Leah had to get up and go to work. I walked the dogs which is all ways so cute. I think I will miss them. Not the part where they bark but the part where they are super cute and loving. Im also going to really really miss having Laurel so close. And with school and certain male humans and work my brown and red are going to be busy. I will also be busy, I assume. But I will be living closer to Tessa than I ever have in my life. Which I am excited for. I have visions of going for coffee or bagels or booze. That is, once I start drinking again.
Thats right, it has been ten days since I have touched alcohol or marijuana. I am so proud of myself, but honestly its been easy. And sobriety isnt as bad as I thought it would be. Of course I have been keeping myself busy with getting ready for school and packing up(well thats a bit of a lie, I did it all last night, but I have been thinking about how I would pack for quite some time now). I would say that I would have liked to have tried being sober sooner, but I think its one of those "ages and stages" things. What matters is that I am sober now and I feel so in control. I am also able to be around people who are drinking and smoking with out feeling pressured to join in. But that is because I have such awesome friends who dont pressure me into doing it. Though I will start drinking eventually .. I am in college. But smoking .. I just dont know. I think that there are still some things I need to decide on that subject.
This was not difficult at all, which is a good sign. But I havent got my new laptop yet(Mac Book Pro .. sexy sexy beast. They said it might be in today!), so Im not sure when I next will have access to the net. But I will try my darnedest!
Also, I am applying to New Balance. I do not fear other peoples feet.
current mood:  calm
current music: Kid Koala
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Thursday, August 23rd, 2007
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6:01 pm
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Im in Toronto and Ive just bought 100$ worth of photography stuff. This is just extra stuff(not even all of the extra stuff) that I need. I think I crossed off a little less than half the "extra's" list. Though we were at Henry's and so I looked at and played with the Nikon D80(the camera I will soon own). Its sooooo beautiful and pictures come out sooooo nicely.
I will be back in Ottawa on Monday. Did I mention I am going to have to bus back to Ottawa? This is upsetting.
current mood: amused
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Tuesday, August 7th, 2007
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9:32 am
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I am going off camping untill the 11th.
See yall then!
current mood: chipper
current music: Scarecrow - Beck
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Friday, July 27th, 2007
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5:22 pm
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I have sort of forgotten about livejournal. But not because I dont still love it, and not because I have nothing to say but because I havent had the time. I lovelovelove being back in Ottawa and I am spending my time getting back into the swing of things.
I was surprised on the day I returned to many people in Laurels basement. At first I was sooo confused because I thought it was her family. It was actually quite funny. I jumped on Joe hahahaha. You have no idea how great it was to see every one at once. I dont think I would have seen every one by now if not for that little get together. I sort of suck at making plans. What can I say, I am out of practise.
Yesterday was Leahs birthday and there was a family dinner. She is really lucky to have her family living so close to her. I felt sort of yukie at the end of the evening because I will probably only get to see Matthew at my birthday. And gosh .. its the big two oh! That is a bit scary. But I am sooo glad to be spending it in Canada. I cant even remember what I did on my nineteenth .. thats how spectacularily dull it was. Funny how you only remember things when they are super good or super bad. Im sure being in Ottawa will make the two zero a blast.
Today Leahs family left and so did she. She went to see her cousin in a hockey game. I decided to stay home and Im glad that I did. I have been looking at lots of Algonquin stuff. I feel less nervous each time I re-read those websites. I also looked up the Mac that I will be buying. I cant wait because I can get an ipod nano basically for free. I have to buy it and then send for a money back, but its the same thing really. This excites me.
Leah is home now, so I will get moving. We are going out to the market for fancy drinks to celebrate her 19th. oooer!
current mood: good
current music: Radio Head
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Friday, July 6th, 2007
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2:09 pm - Booyakasha
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Monday, July 2nd, 2007
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6:35 am - Up the Beach
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Running on pure adrenaline. Didnt end up sleeping last night. Did lie in bed for about five minutes before I jumped up and tried to make my gray suit case a little lighter. Of course the pink one is just about the right but full. I just hope some one gives me a break cause I oh so dont want to have to pay. Must save my money for fun stuff like PEI and Ottawa.
At least I know I am able to stay awake all night. This skill might come in handy once college starts. Me and coffee? Great friends.
current mood:  giddy
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Friday, June 29th, 2007
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5:59 pm - This box cutter is too dull / Otherwise Id end it all
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How in the world are you supposed to fit ten months into four bags. This is an impossible jigsaw puzzle. And hello? 45 pounds max? I might be slightly screwed .. I havent even got a set of scales at my home. Ive got no idea how much my bags even weigh.
Know what solves problems? Marijaghetti!
current mood:  stressed
current music: All the Lonely People - Talib Kweli
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Monday, June 25th, 2007
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10:32 pm
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Holy cow, I am so excited right now. I think its because I went shopping and got loads of gifty type things and now I cant wait to give them to people! EeeeE!
I sent out my last post cards too. That makes me sad. I will of course write stuff when I get to Canada but few I think.
I am going to sew right now. I have too many ideas and not enough crappy shirts.
current mood: excited
current music: Cell Phones Dead - Beck
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Saturday, June 23rd, 2007
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1:12 pm
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Ever feel like you are in limbo? Cant go forward, just stuck kind of feeling? I am so utterly stuck at the moment its not even funny. I cant pack up my stuff because it feels too early, even though Ive only got nine days(yes .. I might be sorta counting) left, but I cant think of any thing else to do. So Im doing nothing. Sitting on the computer or in front of the TV, watching the minutes painfully tick by. And Ive got this icky gross feeling in my stomach. Thats rather normal though, I all ways feel nervous before traveling/big changes.
The only positive/constructive thing Ive been doing is sewing. Lots of the things I sew turn out shit but at least it keeps me occupied. Ive considered taking photos of my creations and posting them here or on that t-shit community but I cant bring myself to do it. And it would be for all the wrong reasons. I shouldnt feel the need for praise every time I do something. I guess its nice to get compliments and such, but I should learn to congratulate and praise myself for the good things I do. Does that even make sense?
Over the past year I have collected things to give away as presents but there are still many, many people who I dont have things for. I am going to attempt to go shopping today so I can get some stuff. Why is this so hard?
current mood:  blah
current music: Its the End of the Worl As We Know It - R.E.M.
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Friday, June 22nd, 2007
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7:13 am - Maldives! (Even if I am a bit late .. its still lovely)
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I could waste my time showing you the photos that didnt turn out because I was just learning and couldnt stay still in the water. Its actually quite hard and I forgot to breath at times which is VERY BAD. Number one rule in scuba .. all ways breath! Any way .. I will not show you a billion that look like this:
current mood:  busy
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Wednesday, June 20th, 2007
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10:43 am - Twelve is such a pretty number
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When the world around you is crazy, do crazy things so you fit in. Yesterday I pierced my nose. It was such a sketchy place. I am worried about how sanitary it all was but I am going to clean my new baby all the time, so it should be okay. That is such a bad way of thinking though. Its totally against my principles to get pierced in a bad place but I was just feeling crazy. The place is the best in Colombo though. I would hate to see what the other places are like. Just for your information .. you move your nose a lot during the day, more than I ever though possible. And sneezing hurts like hell. I might post photos later .. or just leave it a surprise for you all. Tehehehe
Im so naughty.
current mood: naughty
current music: 8 Secondes - Les Cowboys Fringants
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Tuesday, June 12th, 2007
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8:22 pm - Who is hap-hap-happy?
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MATTHEW/AMILA NANDANI MS 02JUL CMB LHR
MATTHEW/AMILA NANDANI MS
SERVICE FROM TO DEPART ARRIVE
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SRILANKAN AIRLINES - UL 501
MON 02JUL COLOMBO LK LONDON GB 1315 2015 BANDARANAYIKE INTL TERMINAL 4
DURATION 11:30
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AIR CANADA - AC 861
TUE 03JUL LONDON GB HALIFAX NS 1205 1445 HEATHROW STANFIELD INTL
TERMINAL 3
DURATION 6:40
current mood: ecstatic
current music: Buffalo Soldier - Bob Marley
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Monday, June 11th, 2007
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10:11 am - Tuesdays comming, did you bring your coat? I feel fat and sassy!
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So what I was trying to say last post before I had to run away was that I am getting fat and lazy. Thus I am going to go to the gym more. So far Ive gone three days in a row. No immediate results of course but I hate waiting for results. Things should just work right away! Oh well .. first you have to build muscle and then you burn fat. Oh wonder muscles with fat burning abilities, where are you? I have a feeling I am not going to have much time during school to work out(though I am going to really try and make time) so Ive got to get rid of as much weight now .. while Ive got the time. I hope to continue running when I get back to Ottawa. And since I'll be staying with Leah, I'll be right next to the canal. What a beautiful place to run! I think I will buy myself an ipod to encourage the running.
current mood:  fat and sassy
current music: Exedus - Bob Marley
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Sunday, June 10th, 2007
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9:45 am
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I did not realize how much I had let myself slip. I now resolve to get back into going to the gym more often. For the past two days I went with Matthew and it was very nice.
I was going to make this much longer until I realized that I am about to be late. Shit.
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Wednesday, June 6th, 2007
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9:23 pm
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yes, wow, so I am now a certified Open Water Diver. This is truely amazing. If you ever have the chace to scuba dive, by all means .. DO IT! Totally amazing. Im not sure when I will next be able to do scuba diving, but I look forward to it sooooooo much. Its a whole different world down there and so many really cool things to see. On my last dive here, my instructor let me and my brother use underwater cameras. A bunch of mine did not turn out because I had problems staying still(there was crazy surge movement at that dive site!) but I will post the good ones when I get back to Colombo. Including incredible shots of a turtle who decided to totally almost kiss me. Was amazing to say the least.
Not to crowd this entry with a huge amount of insanity BUUUUUUT!
My FSD's were approved!!!
Which means, once I get back to Colombo(leaving here tomorrow morning), I will be activly searching for a ticket back to Canada! How bloody fucking amazing is that?!? I am sooooooo excited .. could be on part of having left over nitrogen in my blood stream(Scuba tanks are filled with 20% Oxogen and 80% Nitrogen because you dont want to get high on oxogen .. but getting high on nitrogen is fiiiiiiiine .. as long as you dont get nitrogen narcosis which usually only happens after decending 30 meters. I dont get nitrogen narcosis at 30.2 so I got a pass on my "Deep Open Water Diver" test. how great is that?! yes yes, I learned all this AND MORE in my three day course. It was truely brilliant).
Riiiiiiiight. 16 minutes left of internet time. Way to waste ten minutes on a fucking crazy livejournal entry. GOMEBOOYA!
Love me? Just a little?
current mood: exctactic!
current music: yeah yeah yeah song ... in my head
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Sunday, June 3rd, 2007
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1:20 pm
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I am in the Maldives and having a blast .. you know why? Cause Im doing the PADI Open Water Scuba Course! Its great fun and excitment. I will have to tell you more later. But yes .. having a nice time here. And I think things are more on their way regarding me and moving back. At least I will have enough money from my escort job! Tehehehehe.
<3
current mood:  bouncy
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